#23 Kill the limbo,
(Walking down crossroads hand in hand)
Reflections, if not I'll never be able to do this, heh.
I know this is just really really ranting, but I just really felt like doing this post, so yeah, you could skip this, I don't really care, heh :-D
In
2007, I was in one word,
screwed. All the wrong ambitions, the wrong thoughts. All I cared about was, -coughs-, getting AC friends. I was in a fairly good class, 1D'07, average PSLE score of 230 to 240. Everyone around me was studying, good conducive environment, but yet, there I was, immature Vivienne, playing around.
In
2008, I changed a fair bit. I talked differently, behaved differently. Shall quote one of my old posts from http://strandedinalonelyisland.blogspot.com "
shiiiit i need to go back to my stupid chinese D:
"its like, writing a hundred chinese words over and over again D: stupid test, I DONT WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROWWWWWWWWW ! *whineeeees*" - Tuesday Feb 12, 2008, to now. Y'guys know how I talk ;-)
2008, I met really good friends from school.
Ariel, Abitay, Corinne, Deborah, Julia, Ruth, Robyn, Shiying, Shuying :-) Maybe its 'cuz of them, thats why I changed so much.
If I had never met them, I'd never be the Vivienne I am today, as cheesy as it sounds, its true :-)
I'd never go up to my friends, wrap my arm around their shoulder, and go, "hey baby ;-)" I'd never sing
"Getona, Getona, you are my soniaaaa" out loud. Without the, I'd never see a sunset in school. Without them, I'd never stay out till 11 at night just gaying around. Without them, I'd never go around screaming and shouting "
Aiyoooo leh." You get the gist ;-D
Then, there came the church friends ;-)
Aleithia(Eh, she doesn't really count, know her for so long already, heh),
Aaron, Brendan, Caleb, Douglas, Jasper, Joel, Jonah, Ryan. :-) I have to admit, they really changed me alot, but in the insanely good way, I really lurrrrrrv the times spent w/ them, gaying at Sentosa, all the insane trying-to-mug sessions w/ Caleb & Joel, the random shouting and pure gay insults, theyre my personal favourite gayboyyyys sia.
Then during New Years Eve, I really thought of my entire year, and it just struck me, no matter how much fun I had, it just passed way too fast, and it was really too meaningless having so much fun, with no work done.
So, for
2009,
My new year resolutions, tho I won't really fufill them, heh.
#1 To be a better Christian, really.
#2 Less vulgarities, pleaseeeee.
#3 Save 20 bucks a week, thus saving around 640 bucks for 2009?
#4 Get 3 A1s, 4A2s, and 2B3s for my results. Of course, all A1s also can ;-)
#5 Learn how to play the piano/bass/drums
#6 Go on super cool outings w/ clique :-)
#7 Don't be so emo, happy is good :-D
#8 Keep ALL my friends, and make new ones :-D
#9 Don't screw up so much.
#10, Love and live.